Friday, February 20, 2026

It Will Never Stop

Was about to go back to bed after being disturbed by flunkies, but started thinking about my current existence & got so damned angry again I can't get to sleep. I'm alredy beyond eating, so a state of permanent anger & rage, then rigor mortis! Preferably your rigor mortis, of course.

As good a time to wonder as any: Many of the medications marketed to the sheep warn of suicidal ideations as a side effect, even drugs that wouldn't appear to have anything to do w/ your brain or mental health. First, what's w/ that? Do that many of you want to die ASAP, & do these concoctions somehow liberate you to act on your desire?

Secondly, other than generalized & idle wishing I were dead, because I am sick & tired of being sick & tired about how miserable & stupid it all is, I don't get suicidal ideation. Or ideations. Are there no drugs that might give people homicidal ideation? Not that I need any more ideas, but is your entire species chicken-shits who turn their hate & rage on themselves, rather than those who cause it? You people are impossible to comprehend, but there certainly seems to be an element of masochism there. Most of you do deserve to be beaten. Even if you like it, I'd certainly enjoy beating the crap out of you.

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